Sunday, March 18, 2007

squishied

You know its not your day when you think back...
You say Pucha.... you say nothing
and then you think again....
Its already closed man....
I've been on the receiving end of blows that you guys say ain't real

The tears on my pillow last night... those are probably not real
whattabout my grades? yep... the fact that they might not reach 1.9
or that my future is hanging by a thread ....
a thread
That's not real
The fact that I'm telling you guys all this... yeah that ain't real too

tell me what to do

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

a lot of the things in life go the way we dont want em. it's the spice because things are unexpected and not a monotonous bore. a part of me is surprised you cried coz i never see the "sad" facet of you and somehow these words are gona wash over you without any real sense of comfort. but i hope you take solace in knowing that the world is far more than this drudginess and dreariness. forget about it for the meantime because what would come off from all the thinking about something that is not in your control. there will be happier days.. days of sunshine.

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